IM BREAK

today is seriously one of the worst day in my record. Being mood swing since yesterday. Whhyyy?
Exam? ..... mayb 70% of it, but remaining 30% comes from you.
Im worried about u... everytime u tell me how much pain u struggle, i hold my tears. Not to let u know how worried i m. Every pain u feel, i can feel it. Yea, true. Im a crying baby, besides cry, i seriously dun know what else can i do for you. But this time, i hold back the tears. I hope i can do something for you and i just realised, i cant. Its beyond my capability. I cant stay beside u, give u a patt on your shoulder to relieve ur pain like 0.0001 second. I CANT ='(
I cant say silly jokes to make u smile.. to make u lawan me to make u look silly. I CANT T.T
I cant do anythinggggggggggg.... and now, the useless me, sat in front of the lappie and burst into tears.. finally...

And so i ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place? And when they say it's all touch and go I wish i could make it go away but still you say

I hope im there with you.
things doesnt go smooth 2day.. when u treat people well, people tend to demand more. im not saying you r not good. but FORCING or gently PUSHING me from doing things is a no no to me.
I do things by my willingness. I know how much u concern about what you want, but sometimes please look back, considerate my feelings.
My mood swing will be over. AND u r still my ji mui =)